I lied. Ever happen to you? It happened to me. I'll not stop using xanga. Nuff said.

So life now...

Finished a semester of ICC recently. Wasn't bad, but could have gone lots better. I was lucky to have some nice teachers. I have heard others aren't as. But overall, ok.

Finding funding for another year of ICC will be difficult, but not impossible. I put out some apps, and got a response (^.^). Lowes shall be getting me in for an interview soon.

Along with ICC funding, I'll have to start supporting myself. I am moving out (circumstances unmentioned) and shall attempt living solo...er...well, with roomates. It will be closer to ICC and the church then before.

But the biggest deal with my life at the moment, isn't my report card, or what I will be working, or even where I will be living...The biggest christian influence in my life is leaving.

Lee is special enough to get his own paragraph =)

Lee has done more for my spiritual life then the rest of the world combined (yes, including church camp). He helped me in times of need and supported me in endeavors i undertook. His departure leaves me assuming he's not leaving to "get a new change of scenery". But regardless of why, I will use what he tried to teach, tell, and show me while here. People need to be loved. People need to be helped. People are not as different that we need massive barriers separating us. We are God's people, not God's denominations. Just because we go to different churches (or don't) doesn't mean one is right and others are not. I do not believe God would let it get so bad as only one sect of Christianity would get into Heaven. It is not mine, nor yours, place to decide this. Live in fellowship and love. Be a servent toward one another, as Jesus did. Love God with all your heart. The world is divided, and there is enough God to go around. What I try to do, honestly, is look at it not like this: He's a catholic/methodist/jew/muslim/hindu...but look at it like this: He is a child of God.

I may have butchered the point he tried to convey to me, but what I got out of it is good enough for me.

I know I have obstacles ahead. I know it will be hard. I know I might fail. But...

...God...

...

...loves...

...

...me...

I will miss you Lee, God Bless everyone,

Goodnight